Thursday, 2 May 2013

A Piece of His Puzzle

It's the movie "Les Miserables". It's the story I know so well. I have seen it live, I have read the book, and watched two versions of the movie before I watch this one.
My husband and I sit in his parents house watching the new version late into the night. Have you seen it? Have you truly seen it?

Have you seen the young, sweet girl, forced into prostitution because of desperation to save her daughter? I saw it. Hollywood doesn't miss much.

I will be the first to admit that I am desensitised to much. I see blood on screen, it's normal. I see sex, I close my eyes or fast forward, as is proper. I see war and am not shocked. This life of living with movies.
So I know that when I am shocked, when I am appalled and the tears come, that Jesus is showing me a glimpse of his heart.
I couldn't sleep after the movie so I prayed. I asked God why. Why has sex become a nightmare in most of the world? For millions of women?
Why are the innocents suffering?

It's the book called "Girl Soldier" about a young girl in Uganda that is stolen along with a hundred other girls to be "wives" to the officers in the "Lord's Resistance Army." It is her words of praise to God for delivering her, for being her comfort and help during that time.
 
“If you do away with the yoke of oppression,
with the pointing finger and malicious talk,
and if you spend yourselves in behalf of the hungry
and satisfy the needs of the oppressed,
then your light will rise in the darkness,
and your night will become like the noonday.
The Lord will guide you always;
he will satisfy your needs in a sun-scorched land
and will strengthen your frame."
-Isaiah 58:9-11
 
 

These are the things I am filling my mind with on our trip to the East. If this Bible passage is true, if He will truly guide us always and strengthen us and satisfy us if we love the oppressed, then why would anyone who follows Jesus not do what they can? If we step out in faith, He will take care of us and guide us.
There is suffering all around us, you don't have to go to Uganda, or the streets of London to find those whom Jesus loves. They are right there with you.

We are going to Germany (Lord Willing) in August to live with a dorm full of boys. At first I asked God why He would send me to boys when He knows my heart is with discipling young women. But as I read books like "Girl Soldier" and watch movies like "Les Mis" the question becomes, who will teach my sons how to honour my daughters?
 
And my answer becomes, I will. I will go, if it be your will.


I will become a piece of your puzzle to bring Your love to the world! For You are all that matters.


Shout for joy, you heavens; rejoice, you earth; burst into song, you mountains! For the Lord comforts his people and will have compassion on his afflicted ones.
-Isaiah 49:13





4 comments:

  1. Beautiful.
    Thank you for writing down what's going on inside that heart and mind and spirit of yours.
    You are His, that is evident!
    Your words bless and convict and encourage.
    Love you!

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  2. I haven't seen the movie and won't because I know I can't handle it, emotionally, but your post touches on some things I have been mulling over lately..things that have been on my mind.

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  3. Hi, my name is Rich Peachey. My wife Lynn and I will be working with you at BFA. Please write us @ thepeacheys@gmail.com

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